May 12, 2004

Who am I

In the path of self discovery there are too many hints that try to help answering this question. The one that worked for me was Raja Yoga concept of being: we are a point of light.

I imagine an ocean of light. I imagine that ocean has a counciousness and calls himself God. However in that ocean every drop of water is aware of its existence. Every single drop is a Soul. Among those souls, there is one that remains pure, and that is the one the others recognize as the father. Why? because is the source of all purity and knowledge and allows the rest to reborn in purity after having a wordly experience inside The Space.

Following this idea, the soul, my Self, has the qualities of light. Its subtle, its pure, is silent. However, compared to the eternal bliss of its origen, The Space offers it a different experience, of movement, action and INDIVIDUALITY, and this drop likes it.

Why has been so difficult to achive the Soul-counciousness? i.e. the mental state in which one accepts himself as a soul? because the drugs of this experience: sensations and individuality are too attractive for us. However, as this experience keeps drawning our power, the world keep decaying.

Yes, all the power comes from the source trough every soul. As the souls get drained - because they disconnected from their truth by prefering The Space ALONE - the world gets far away from "Paradaise".

Is there any hope? It is now when the soul starts to look after God again. The only problem that remains is that it is looking for it in The Space, because it had forgotten who is God, and Who he (the soul) is.

Om Shanti... I´m (and you are) a being of Peace.

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